March 19, 2008
A Day In The Life
Probably the most frequent comment I get on this site is "how do you find the time to do ________" (fill in the blank with whatever it is I talked about on any given day - reading, playing with the kids, listening to music, working...). The problem is that I never actually know the answer. I'm not superhuman nor am I able to bend the laws of physics or time. What I do know is that I'm an overachiever and tend to pack a lot into a day. Using yesterday as a model - plus some healthy generalization - I've come up with the following fairly representative schedule. Here's a day in my world.
- 5:15 AM: Alarm clock goes off. Despite turning the alarm to "buzz" country music blares. Hit snooze.
- 5:25 AM: Alarm clock again. Inexplicably, Pink Floyd plays. Note that Comfortably Numb is not typically thought of as a country song. Hit snooze.
- 5:35 AM: Alarm clock again. Standard buzzing. Kidney punch from Beth. Turn alarm off. Think country music/Pink Floyd thing might have been a dream. Get naked, cold ass out of bed. Clean self. Get dressed.
- 5:50 AM: Stumble in dark narrowly avoiding falling down stairs and resulting massive head trauma. Gather stuff, open garage, head to work.
- 6:25 AM: Starbucks. Order "venti", Latin for "big fucking coffee".
- 6:30 AM: Arrive at work. Curse self for not being independently wealthy. Drink coffee like a homeless drunk guzzles a bottle of Thunderbird.
- 6:30 - 8:30 AM: Catch up on and respond to the 4,392 "flagged for follow-up" emails in inbox.
- 8:30 AM: Conference call.
- 9:00 AM: Conference call (Son of the Conference Call)
- 9:30 AM: Conference call (The Conference Call Strikes Back)
- 10:00 - 11:00 AM: Meeting
- 11:00 AM - 12:00 PM: Meeting
- 12:00 - 1:00 PM: Meeting
- 1:00 - 2:30 PM: Try to accomplish all the stuff I didn't get through during the two free hours I had in the morning. Not to mention responding to the 349 emails that came in while I was sitting on conference calls or in meetings.
- 2:30 - 4:00 PM: Conference call (...just when you thought it was safe to pick up the phone...)
- 4:00 - 4:30 PM: Wrap up loose ends
- 4:30 - 5:30 PM: Travel home, also known as "sitting in traffic."
- 5:30 - 6:00 PM: Play with kids, eat dinner.
- 6:00 - 7:00 PM: Do dishes, play with kids.
- 7:00 - 8:30 PM: Get Mia ready for bed. Play. Read stories.
- 8:30 - 9:00 PM: Take a shower. Decompress.
- 9:00 - 10:00 PM: Blog, answer email, gaze mindlessly at the television set, attempt limited interactions with wife.
- 10:00 PM: Get ready for bed.
- 10:15 - 11:30 PM: Read.
- 11:30 PM: Sleep. Perchance, dream.
What do your days look like?
Posted by Chris at March 19, 2008 6:16 AM | TrackBackMy day is rather mild, compared to yours. If I have meetings, they're no more than 30 min. before school or 1 hour after school -- it's all contractual. If there's a meeting scheduled that falls outside of our contractual obligations, we teachers tend to not go to it. We already don't make enough money and find our time usurped by extra planning or thinking about issues with kids, parents, etc... sometimes, a contract is a beautiful thing.
I'm further crippled by the fact that I need to get between 7-8 hours of sleep a night in order to be a functioning person the next day. Throw cooking, general housework, and American Idol in there, and it's ovah. Gah! And I don't even have kids yet...
Kudos to you for being an overachiever and packing all that you can into every waking moment!
Posted by: ironic1 at March 19, 2008 6:49 AMWrong day to ask. Today? So far a ton of vomit clean-up. :( I hate it when my kids are sick. I feel so bad for them. I'm too nervous to go back to sleep (every noise he makes, makes me jump) so on to the next blog.
But...How on EARTH do you read until 11:30 and then have your alarm set to go at 5:15? eek.
Posted by: Holly at March 19, 2008 7:34 AMSo THATS what Venti means!
You, my friend, are sleep deprived.
Posted by: DebbieDoesLife at March 19, 2008 7:44 AMOK, see, that's why I don't accomplish as much as you. I get up at 5:15, but even if I put it off until 5:35 like you do, I couldn't stay up until 11:30. I am rarely awake past 10 PM :-)
I may steal this idea for a post.
Posted by: Alissa at March 19, 2008 8:10 AMnewly unemployed and lacking motivation to do much else...
8am wake up (used to get up at 5am so that's "sleeping in")
8:10a wash face, make tea
8:15a-3pm mess around on computer, read, watch tv, cook food for lunch & dinner
3pm -4pm nap (sigh...)
4pm-9:30pm mess around on computer, read, watch tv, eat dinner
9:30pm body still thinks it has to be up at 5am so starts to shut down...
10pm sleep
5am... body wakes up because it's had 7 hours of sleep and it's used to functioning on only that...
at least that why I'm here at 5:17am on a Wednesday morning when I HAVE NO JOB!!!!
We have one thing in common about our days (at least): "Curse self for not being independently wealthy." My husband and I lament that fact on a daily basis. With baby #1 on the way shortly we both wish we had the time to just stay home and get everything ready for her instead of going to work and doing all kinds of things we don't want to do.
Other than that, my day looks like: Get out of bed earlier than expected due to being kicked in the ribs, eat breakfast, clean self, head to work, read, write, meeting, write, read, write, head home, cook dinner, collapse on couch until can't keep eyes open, re-collapse in bed.
I live such an exciting life.
Posted by: Jessie at March 19, 2008 8:21 AM4am wake up to screaming 6wk old wanting to eat.
5:30am shower
6:30am wake 2yr old up and dress/feed
7am drop 2yr old off at babysitter
7:10am to 4pm explain why users can't get emails containing pics of their kids, Floppsy and Paco, at work.
5pm eat dinner
6:30pm watch Wheel of Fortune with 2yr old, read book, put him to bed.
6:30pm - 10pm play/feed/change 6wk old
10:30pm pass out
Today I have Weight Watchers, (25 pounds down since the New Year!) then I have to come home and clean this house like I have a maid to do such things, as my oldest friend is coming with her family to ski. I also need to organize the fridge, put out towels and change my own sheets!
Oh and my dog went into heat yesterday, so that's always fun.
Ugh - how do you function on that little sleep? I get up at 6 (usually wake up around 5:30) and in order to be coherent, I need to be in bed by 10.
Posted by: Traci at March 19, 2008 8:51 AM11:30? 5:15? I could never manage that...even when I WAS your age. I need 8 hours of sleep. It is a necessity! Sheesh!
Posted by: daisy at March 19, 2008 8:52 AMI saw someone else mention stealing this for a post, so that's what I'm going to do later. Or right now. We'll see. But I can safely say right now that I have no excuse for getting nothing done after seeing your day.
Posted by: Sparkle Pants at March 19, 2008 8:56 AMI wish I could get up that early on purpose AND get ready for work that quickly but really how do you go to sleep so late and get up so early? I am a night owl so mornings are hell. Night owl these days means 11-11:30p but still 5:30a??? ACK.
I get up at 6:30a, stumble about getting Matthew ready for the day, Kevin comes out after his 5 minute shower, getting dressed, etc and it takes me at least 30-40 minutes to get ready AND I look no better then I did when I woke up an hour earlier. I get my lunch ready and get out of the house by 7:30a. Drop Matthew off at day care and have to be to work by 8:00a sharp (takes 5 minutes to get to work from the place where Matthew does daycare.) Work all morning. Eat lunch at my desk. Work out for real lunch. Work all afternoon. Head home right at 5:10p or so. Pick Matthew up at 5:15p or so. Make dinner OR play with Matthew depending on whose day it is to make supper. Bath and/or get Matthew ready for bed (read, run around shrieking, etc...) by 8:00p or SO. Go back and get Matthew to sleep for 1 hour until 9:00p. Sit in front of TV with drool running down my chin (not really on the later but the former definitely.) Get ready for bed and go to sleep around 11:00 or so. I used to read in the evenings but lately my brain is fried so just TV and some times I bake. It is calming, okay?!
Posted by: Christina at March 19, 2008 8:56 AMRight now, we're in the "Elliot almost sleeps through the night" phase so my night usually involves a couple wakings with him. Then I take about an hour between 6:15 and 7:20 to: eat oatmeal, shower, feed the boy, dress the boy, get all stuff together and then drive to daycare. Work involves about an hour of email catching up and blogging. Work all day and leave by 4:45 to go home and: wash bottles,cook dinner, feed the boy, sweep hair from floors, play with boy and try to give dogs some love, then by 8-8:30, put boy to sleep.
And then, I feel sort of at a loss and sometimes I nap and sometimes I read or watch TV until 11 when I go to sleep somehow very exhausted. But that's because my kid if 6 months old!
Posted by: claire at March 19, 2008 8:57 AMMeetings and conference calls... ick. Kudos to you for figuring out how to balance your time and get it all in though.
Posted by: Kate at March 19, 2008 8:58 AM7am Wake up and try to get ready as fast as I can before the kids hear me.
7:10am Curse the shampoo bottle for falling and greet Summer.
7:20am Argue with Mila about what she will wear today.
7:30am Cave, and let her wear the damn white high heels with socks.
8am Rush out the door
8:45am arrive at work
8:50-9:55 read blogs and catch up on current events
10am-5pm probably work
5:45pm kids
6pm soccer
7-9pm kiddos time (eat, bathe, read, play)
9-10pm animal time (feed, empty litter box, play)
10pm-11pm Miller Time, then bed
Thanks! I always wondered what Venti means:-)
Posted by: Dee at March 19, 2008 9:24 AMJust reading about your day makes me tired!
Sadly, I work way more hours - but am far less productive!
Posted by: Mandy Lou at March 19, 2008 9:33 AMVery similar. I think I'll post mine over on my site. The significant difference is that I sleep instead of read. I guess after so many sleepless nights with the kids, I'm really basking in their good sleep now.
Posted by: Brad at March 19, 2008 9:36 AMAs a grad student, time is a relative concept. Now that I'm finishing up the Master's thesis, it's even more relative. So, currently, I wake up, make a smoothie, 'build' lunch (sandwich, Dagwood-style), drive to campus, sit at desk, write, weep, write, open thesaurus, pray, finish a paragraph, spend time tying then quickly untying a noose after talking myself out of 'it', write some more, read a few science journals to make sure what I've written isn't from The Land of Make-Believe, cry a little more, eat lunch, rinse, repeat.
I love it, though. It beats the hell of your meetings. I did that sort of thing for awhile and it slowly destroyed me. Besides, crying is a good release.
Posted by: You can call me, 'Sir' at March 19, 2008 9:37 AMdude, you arrive to work at 6:30 in the morning?? THAT IS INSANE.
Posted by: kalisa at March 19, 2008 10:06 AMBefore I stayed home with the kids, my day looked like yours, except that with my hubby traveling Mon-Fri, there was no blog time, reading time, and some days even a shower was out of reach. I had to make lunches for the next day, do the laundry, pay the bills, clean the house, sort the mail, and attempt to get our screaming baby to do something other than scream. It sucked.
So, now I stay home and I just started homeschooling my Kindergartner.
8:00AM - feed kids, sit at computer and read emails, look at calendar to make sure I don't forget to be somewhere
8:20 - start homeschool
9:00 - listen to her read her readers while I push laundry through
9:15 - coach her on addition as I unload dishwasher
9:45 - read several books about Russian myths, fables, and fairytales to daughter. Talk about the stories and how they are same/diff from stories she reads.
10:05 - Give her an assignment to write her own Russian story, setting her up with paper, crayons, and a pencil. Ask her to make it at least 3 pages, with at least two sentences on each page, and a picture to go with it.
10:08 - vacuum entire downstairs, stop constantly to say "ooh" and "ahh" at all the coloring pages my 2 yr old makes
10:20 - peek over her shoulder, it is looking good, make 2yr old leave her sister alone so she can work
10:22 - give 2 yr old her pretend vacuum, head upstairs to vacuum with her.
10:45 - Start making lunch - grilled cheese and soup
11:15 - clean-up lunch, put dishes in dishwasher
11:30 - Little one goes upstairs for rest time by herself, Big one and I sit at table and work on science assignment for the day.
12:30 - Big one joins little one upstairs for another hour of rest time. I pay the bills, arrange travel plans for hubby (flights, hotels, rental cars, maps, etc), and do his expense reports (which suck)
1:00 - finish developing spreadsheet for Girl Scouts event so I can merge the registration info into name badges for over 150 participants. Why did I volunteer to be an event coordinator again?
1:30 - girls come back down, bounding with a newfound energy - I would send them out to play, but it is raining.
1:45 - Wrestle kids into clothes, find matching shoes for everyone, hastily scribble out a grocery list, and head out the door. As I get to the truck, I remember I left my keys on the counter where I stopped to make the list. Desperately search for where I hid the hide-a-key. Finally get inside and grab keys. Now kids need to go pee. Everyone pees and we are finally on the way to the store.
2:55 - back home, groceries unpacked, kids on my nerves since they still haven't played outside today.
3:15 - send them out to play in soggy backyard....with mudboots on. Cringe at the thought of all that mud that will be tracked in on my clean floor
3:35 - receive phone call from other girl scout leader asking if the volunteer they signed up can work the softball throw instead of the hula hoop since she has a bad back. Reminded her it was the kids, not the volunteer that would actually be hula-hooping.....
3:50 - spend 10 minutes reading Time magazine while kids are playing in mud.
4:00 - kids come back in, strip them down, send them up for baths,
4:30 - bring two kids down and let them play pretend restaurant in the playroom while I attempt to make dinner
5:00 - dinner served
5:30 - clean-up dinner, do dishes again,
6:15 - hubby calls from Atlanta to say hi to girls and tell me about the really long day I had, wants to know if I did anything interesting today. Not really.
7:00 - watch Underdog with the girls
8:30 - girls bedtime....spend next 2 hours yelling up the stairs for them to be quiet and go to sleep
10:30 - give up, go to bed
12:30 - still not asleep, keep hearing creaks outside of the house. Why does the house creak only when my hubby is out of town?
I'm tired.
Posted by: Jen at March 19, 2008 10:23 AM7:30 AM: alarm goes off
8:15 AM: get out of bed
8:20-8:30 AM: shower
8:30-9:10 AM: get dressed, hair and makeup, make lunch, eat or pack breakfast
9:10 AM: leave for work
9:20 AM: arrive at work
9:20-9:40 AM: wait for slowest computer on planet to load up, make coffee, get bottle of water, put lunch in fridge, organize schedule for the day
9:40-6:00 PM: work (supposedly)
sometime between 6:00 and 6:30: head home
sometime between 6:15 and 6:45: arrive home
6:45-7:30 PM: eat snack, change into gym clothes, watch a little television
7:30-9:00 PM: drive to/from gym, workout
9:00-10:00 PM: make dinner, eat dinner
10:00-11:00 PM: watch television
11:00 PM: go to bed
12:00 AM: finally fall asleep
You wake up waaay too early. That's a Hostile Life Condition.
Seriously, at work by 6:30am? Do you do that by choice??
Posted by: jessica at March 19, 2008 10:32 AMHere is my typical day, everyday, any damn day:
6:30am - Wake up, wash and dress.
7:15am - Leave home to drive to work.
7:20am - Arrive at work.
7:20am - 5:00pm - Answer calls about people not knowing how to work the product our company sells.
5:00pm - Leave work to drive home.
5:07pm - Arrive at home.
5:07 - 6:00 - Straighten house from the last nights mess and put comfortable close on.
6:00pm - 7:30pm - Cook, eat, clean kitchen.
7:30pm - 10:30pm - Watch too much television, play on computer and read.
10:30pm - Sleep
Rinse and Repeat.
Posted by: Kelly M. at March 19, 2008 11:00 AMYou must be the world's fastest reader, to bust out as many books as you do in a week.
Posted by: GreenCanary at March 19, 2008 11:04 AMBuddy, you work 10 hours a day and don't eat lunch ?? Crazy. Sitting in traffic for an hour must be fun. For the first time all winter, I am blessing my great grand-parents for immigrating north instead of south !
Your schedule does encourage me to be more productive ! You see, I seem to think that I'm pretty busy. I sure don't work 10 solid hours a day.
Posted by: Heather at March 19, 2008 11:38 AMI'm afraid to itemize for fear that ennui will set in and then the sheer lack of stimulation will cau....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Posted by: Anastasia Beaverhausen at March 19, 2008 12:06 PMLike many others have said, I'm stealing this as a blog post. I have my friends and family often asking me how I get so much done. And, like you, I don't quite know.
But, seriously - I need to get 7-8 hours of sleep. That's a setback. Funny thing, tho - I can't sleep more than 8 hours. Just cannot.
I have a secret for squeezing more into the morning. It's all psychological, but I have my alarm clock set for 20 minutes fast. So, it goes off at "5:15" (really, 4:55). I snooze once, so it *feels* much better getting up at "5:24" than at 5:04. And that's how I get myself, my husband, and my 2-year-old ready and out the door by 6:30 (real time).
Posted by: kate at March 19, 2008 12:15 PMI am overwhelmed with guilt and will not email you ever again. Sheesh, seriously! That's a hell of a day.
My list would contain a lot of things I don't do every day, like the laundry, the dishes, the vacuuming, the sexix' it up, you know...stupid mom day.
Posted by: Mr Lady at March 19, 2008 12:52 PMBeth is a lucky, lucky lady that you are home at 5:30 every day. ;) just saying.
Posted by: ali at March 19, 2008 12:58 PMMy days are a lot less complicated since my kids are much older. However, I do remember this part of my life or non-life as it was.
Posted by: chantel at March 19, 2008 1:25 PMWell, I don't have to get up as early as you do -- the kids usually sleep until about 7 -- but on my work nights I don't usually get home until 1 or 2 in the morning, so it all evens out.
I also don't have the fun commuting time and meeting time you get. I wish I could say I traded it all for play time with my kids, but housework gets in the way. Being a grown-up kind of sucks sometimes, doesn't it?
Posted by: julie at March 19, 2008 2:20 PMWell, I don't have to get up as early as you do -- the kids usually sleep until about 7 -- but on my work nights I don't usually get home until 1 or 2 in the morning, so it all evens out.
I also don't have the fun commuting time and meeting time you get. I wish I could say I traded it all for play time with my kids, but housework gets in the way. Being a grown-up kind of sucks sometimes, doesn't it?
Posted by: julie at March 19, 2008 2:20 PMI was wondering how you managed to get so much done. Now I know...very little sleep.
Posted by: wendy at March 19, 2008 4:13 PMNo breakfast AND no lunch? Is this how you keep your girlish figure, or are you sneaking in meals during meetings? In the car on the way to work? Please advise ....
Posted by: shelley at March 19, 2008 4:33 PMGeez Chris. Just looking at that is making me exhausted. I don't know how you do it. Lately, my life is all, "Don't sleep, be brain dead. Accomplish nothing. Berate self. Self-hatred brain cycle leads to further insomnia. Die."
Posted by: Heather at March 19, 2008 5:42 PMMy days differ. Today was a vacation day and the most I did was leave the house to go to Big Lots then eat dinner at an authentic Tennessee barbecue. NOM NOM NOM.
I haven't had a Starbucks since Sunday. Ugh.
Posted by: Poppy at March 19, 2008 6:57 PMWhere are Breakie? Lunch? On the liquid caffeine diet are we?
I did a post a while back on a "typical" day of a mom and three boys 4 and under. THAT was tiring. Cut and pasted below...
Now, I am back at work (as of this past Monday) and my schedule is similar to yours but I find it LESS tiring because I am not needed constantly!
up at 0500 to feed the babe
snuck back into bed until 0645 when eldest wondered when I was getting up - my reply..."when the sun does"
got middle child up at 0715 - very cranky middle child this day
made a tea whilst being pulled in many directions already ("turn the computer on", "what are we doing today", "I want a snack", "fill my sippy", "owwwwwwwwwww, Tanner blah blah....Trayden blah blah...)
ready to run already
opened eyes and obeyed my first set of commands for the day
checked to see if any nanny takers - none
played cars; played in the ball tent; read stories; watched Mighty Machines, aggggain; played tic-a-tic-a (chasing game) while sporting a policeman helmet chasing a half naked preschooler and a fireman garbed toddler around the house
made a special PD Day breakfast (bacon and eggs) - yummers
it is only 0900 by this time
instructed that it is time for boys to find an activity by themselves, 30 minutes, while I feed the babe and do a couple chores - the reaction given was that I had told them to go stand outside, naked, in the snow, for 2 hours...hmmm....:)
got babe up (lucky bum slept until 1000)
fed and changed babe
threw in a load of laundry
cleaned the kitty poop
checked to see if any nanny takers - none
ran dishwasher - didn't I just do it last night?
played with babe - correction - smothered babe and ate his cheeks
snuck in a few minutes of daily blog reading and email checking (literally on computer for 3 minutes and was spotted right away!)
racked tired brain (in bed last night, or should I this morning, at 0100 - I know, self punishment) to find something 'creative' for boys to do - completed a craft and then got out the messy, stick to your feet and all cream colored carpets in the house, Play-Doh
had lots of fun with the squishy, colorful gook (I really find Play-Doh salty, I mean, a good stress relief - feels like those stress balls
cleaned up floors, kitchen table, and boys of Play-Doh - middle child (no wonder) had blue teeth so a mid-morning teeth brushing was in order - babe was in awe of the stuff - kept getting the willies when he squeezed it...really cute!
cranked the tunes (dance channel on Rogers Digital ROCKS!) - got kids gross motor skills a bogeying by dancing and being silly - a norm in this house
fed them lunch
put tantrum boy down for a snooze (ahhhhhhhhh) @ 1245
put eldest in his "quiet" spot for 1 hour (who am I kidding?)
placed babe in Exersaucer in my "office" nook and checked to see if any nanny takers - none
did some computer stuff
eldest tapping on shoulder after 25 minutes (a record) wanting to know what I was doing
gave up - played some Wii with eldest; played with babe - his laughs are the bestest!
middle boy (now in a great mood!) got up from snooze - it is now 1435
*thought* of dinner
checked to see if any nanny takers - none (see where that is going, don't you!...NO WHERE!!!)
painted with boys - my boys love crafts - thank goodness!
changed over laundry
cut eldest and middle child's hair - use number 3 all over - clean and cute
mauled babe while other 2 played in shower to wash off the little tiny, won't go away for a week, buzzed off hairs
dressed boys from shower
played with farm toys with boys - babe LOVES the little figures - he holds them up close to his face and analyzes them like he is looking at the solar system through a telescope...very observant little guy!
spot cleaned downstairs bathroom - my gosh, how do mirrors get so gross like that?!?! - oh wait, 3 kids AND a hubby...nuff said...
broke up some more brotherly tiffs - eldest getting ornery now...middle child still in great mood but overly annoyed with his brother bothering him...
hear garage door open - jump inside for joy - hubby home - thank you good man 'upstairs' 1613
hubby made tacos - nice treat
ate tacos
ate desert
picked up taco and desert remnants from under kitchen table - enough to make another meal - but heck, the boys LOVE tacos...
played some more Play-Doh - a little addiction with the middle child right now
played a promised 15 minutes of computer time with eldest while middle, daddy and babe continued with the Doh
1925 - put bedtime idea into boys head
dust busted by front entrance (Is Winter Over Yet?) - correction - middle child plowed me over and dust busted...I believe in child labour :)
dressed and re-freshed boys for bed
snack; stories; teeth, four hundred hugs & kisses and I love yous - 2000
burped tacos
fed babe and put him to bed - 2010
quiet.........................
checked to see if any nanny takers - none :(
checked email; Facebook and fellow Bloggers
played with my Blog
made this Blog entry
making a cup of tea and going to bed 2300
I don't know that I *have* a typical day. I wake up anywhere from 5:30 AM to noon, depending on the day. Then I may or may not have class, or work in the library, or both. I usually drink an inexplicable amount of coffee (probably because I'm not on any certain sleep schedule, and am *always* tired-yet I refuse to wake up earlier than 11 if I don't *need* to) and eat food somewhere in there. I feed the dog and take him out at various points. Then I probably waste a lot of time online, do homework, and go to bed anywhere from midnight to 3 AM.
Maybe I need to typicalize my day.
Shut up. Is too a word.
My day?
05:15 Alarm goes off. Lovely Wife hits snooze before I can hear it and runs in the shower.
05:24 Alarm goes off. I hit snooze and vaguely register absence of Lovely Wife.
05:33 Alarm goes off. I listen to the news thinking that poor bastard on the radio got up hours before me. I sorta hear the shower in the distance.
05:55 Alarm goes off in my head. Lovely Wife has been in the shower for 40 minutes. I cry a little.
06:00 Drag myself downstairs and take a cold, cold, cold shower.
06:01 Shampoo, shave, soap up, rinse, and jump out of the shower.
06:10 Numbness in toes and fingers slightly receeding. Try to pee again.
06:15 Get back upstairs shivering and cook myself breakfast.
06:30 Figure I can use the next half-hour to catch up on yesterday's work emails. And sweating, because ambiant temperature now feels like I'm in a sauna.
06:31 Read blog feeds.
06:37 Still reading blog feeds.
06:45 Comment on blogs.
06:55 Realize that I didn't post anything on my blog yet. Try to come up with something.
06:59 Get kids in car, drive them to school.
07:04 Drive back home because son forgot lunch box.
07:09 Drive back to school to give lunchbox to son.
07:17 Find son in the last room I look in.
07:22 Drop car home.
07:25 Bus gets to the bus stop.
07:26 I get to the bus stop.
07:38 Get on the next bus. Use bus time to catch up on yesterday's work email.
07:39 Read blog feeds.
08:15 Get off bus 3 stops too late.
08:29 Second Cup. Stand in line.
08:33 Second Cup. Order double americano.
08:37 Second Cup. They're out of esspresso. Leave without coffee.
08:45 Get to work on time.
09:30 Finish hilarious post for my blog.
09:31 Pack stuff for 9:30 meeting.
09:47 Get to 9:30 meeting late. Sit down.
09:48 While waiting for all the other people to show-up for the 9:30 meeting, catch-up on blog feeds.
10:05 Start 9:30 meeting.
10:12 End 9:30 meeting. Some people have to be somewhere else.
10:17 Get back to office.
10:28 Get email from boss reminding me I agreed to do something at the 9:30 meeting.
10:30 Go for coffee
10:39 Second Cup. Stand in line.
10:53 Second Cup. Order double americano.
10:57 Second Cup. They're still out of esspresso. Leave without coffee
10:58 Wonder why I drink coffee.
11:04 Tim Horton's. Stand in line.
10:05 Tim Horton's. Order Extra-Large Double-Double.
10:06 Walk back to office drinking brownish liquid.
10:15 I can feel my feet!
10:16 Check if anybody commented on my blog.
10:17 Check if blog feeds have anything new.
10:25 Send email to coworker about ordering in for lunch.
10:40 Gather replys.
10:55 Tour various offices taking orders and money.
11:15 Call restaurant. On Hold.
11:25 Order food for lunch.
11:30 Get call back to confirm order.
11:31 Wait for lunch to get here.
12:05 Lunch gets here.
13:17 Go back to work.
13:22 Refuse to go on coffee run to Second Cup. Watch coworkers leave.
13:23 Giggle maniacally.
13:45 Cry like a baby when coworkers come back with coffee.
13:46 Go for coffee
13:55 Second Cup. Stand in line.
14:19 Second Cup. Order double americano.
14:21 Second Cup. They're fresh out of esspresso. Leave without coffee
14:29 Get back to office.
14:30 Read the 638 new emails I received since this morning.
14:39 Interrupted by client.
15:44 Client leaves.
15:45 Get back to reading emails.
15:46 Interrupted by phonecall. It's mother, there's something wrong with her computer.
16:01 After much detective work, realize that Windows is asking her to reboot after updates.
16:37 Got mother to reboot computer.
16:38 Throw phone through window. Close office door. Meditate.
16:45 Gather stuff. Time to go home.
17:05 catch bus.
18:00 Get home.
18:05 Have dinner with family.
18:40 Play with kids / Dishes
19:15 Kids in bath / Watch TV / Post long-winded comment on blog / Catch up on work
20:00 Kids in bed / Wiggle eyebrows at wife / Catch up on work
20:05 Wife goes to bed / Catch up on work
21:30 Snack
21:40 Catch up on work
22:15 Get on "City of Heroes", just for a bit.
00:47 Tell online friends I need to log off because I work in the morning.
01:23 Log off.
01:37 Got to bed.
02:14 sleep.
Hey, you asked! ;-)
Posted by: Mike at March 19, 2008 9:02 PMBTW, I'm sooo reposting this on my blog (and linking to you). Thanks for the inspiration!
Posted by: Mike at March 19, 2008 9:09 PMThis is very, very much like my days, although I get up slightly later, and I don't drink coffee. Of course, getting up later means I also get home slightly later than you do. Or a lot later, like I did tonight.
I am always amazed at how many emails can pile up while I'm in meetings.
Posted by: bad penguin at March 19, 2008 9:20 PMOnly six hours of sleep? If I was getting up between 0530-0600, I'd have to be in bed before 2330! (But even worse? Your commenter, Mike, just a few comments before mine! He only sleeps for like three hours! Craziness!)
Posted by: Zandria at March 19, 2008 9:48 PMI love this!!
5:51 Alarm goes off. Snooze.
6:00 Alarm goes off. Snooze.
6:09 Alarm goes off. Late. Shit.
6:10 Shower. Hair. Make up.
7:10 Pack lunch. Get bottle of water. Debate soda.
7:11 Remember to pack snack.
7:12 Coax cat out of bedroom.
7:13 Feed cat breakfast.
7:15 Leave for work.
7:35 Arrive at work. Make coffee. Immediately.
7:45 Read design blogs and emails.
8:00 Sort through support tickets. Assign to team.
9:45 Realize that between tickets and emails, I haven't moved. Stand up, just for the hell of it. Have breakfast.
11:23 Coordinate lunch with whoever happens to be eating
12:03 Lunch
1:00 More emails. More tickets. Find extra work for team waiting on PMs that don't have their shit together.
2:23 Tell Ryan I don't want to work anymore. Suggest naptime.
3:30 Get some real work done.
4:30 Notice how pretty the light is. Must be 4:30.
4:31 Enter timecards
4:45 Leave work. Sever clock is 15 mins fast. Love it.
4:45 - 7:00 Run errands
7:00 - 8:00 Pick up house. Laundry. Read mail. Misc.
8:00 - 10:00 Eat dinner. Watch TV. Sleep.
You wake up in the 5's? Jeebus, that ain't right.
Posted by: Sphincter at March 19, 2008 10:15 PMi hate when people tell me what to do. or tell me what NOT to do. or give me advice or observation i never asked for. i mean HATE it. in turn, i don't think its my place to do unto others as i would not have done unto me.
i'm only telling you all this because i'm making an exception, just this once, and believe me when i tell you i will understand if you feel like throwing that venti right in my face. boy will i understand.
SLEEP is your friend. your very good friend. SLEEP is imperative for a variety of human functions. and i'm not just whistlin' dixie. IMPERATIVE. and you, my dear, are depriving yourself of that deep, lasting, rewarding friendship.
there. go ahead, now. i'll duck and cover...
Posted by: jessica at March 20, 2008 12:09 AMYou said it perfectly!! I too am an over-achiever! I hate to sleep because there is so much else I'd like to do and have to find the time to do it when my little ladies are in bed, and I'm not at work. I totally wish I could read as fast as you though. I LOVE to read, but seem to be very very slow at it!
Posted by: Bridget at March 20, 2008 10:14 AMDo they expect you to actually work at this job, or is your job to take minutes at the meetings and on the conference calls?
Posted by: Candy at March 20, 2008 12:05 PM@ Zandria: I'll sleep when I'm dead. :-) Seriously, I exagerated a bit about this, but was sleeping only 2 hours a night for the longest time (12 years). Now I have kids, so I tend to sleep a little bit more these days (around 6 hours a night). There's the ocasional overtime spree at work or the "I need to gain one more level" in my videogames, but other than that I try to be a little more careful about my sleeping habits. ;-)
Posted by: Mike at March 20, 2008 5:11 PMI can't get over how little sleep you get.
Here is my typical weekday as a stay at home Mom when I'm not working as a substitute:
1) Alarm goes off 5:45 am.
2) Get out of bed at 6:00 or 6:15 am.
3) 6:15 - 6:45 am: Shower, get dressed and ready for my day.
4) 6:50 am: Check e-mail.
5) Drive son to school @ 7:00 am.
6) Pickup coffee if I'm volunteering.
7) If not, hit gym for 2 hours--usually 3 times a week. Normally, I shower and change there.
8) Assorted errands, twice a week.
9) Read the paper while waiting for my son's school to let out.
10) Pickup son from school.
11) Unload the dishwasher, do assorted chores around the house.
12) Check e-mail and catchup on Tivo shows is usually in the late afternoon.
13) 6:30 pm: usually when I start cooking dinner.
14) 7:30 pm: Rest of my evening is parked on the couch and watching TV. I fold clothes during this time.
15) Off to bed usually at 10:30 - 11:00 pm.
Children go to "heaven". They must behave apprioriately, think correctly and be genuinely god-fearing. Their innocence is their superiority, reflected in the favor in which the gods hold them.
Religions teach that old people to go to heaven when they die. They don't. Old people are reincarnated. It's children who go to heaven.
If you are not willing to read this and learn from it than it doesn't matter if you get it or not. Expect pineing for attention to be considered insulting.
Children are discounted by adults in society. This is nothing new, for adults have always minimized the wisdom of children.
The gods corrupt people as they age, use trust-building tactics and soon these adults view the children as ignorant, yet to understand the god's system. Ironically, quite the opposite it true:::
The wisdom the gods impart to children, either through their innocence/purity or (religious-based) educational pursuits, are the gods sharing the truth with their most favored people. They teach children to have faith. Understanding the god's geographical clues hurts people because they illustrate negative things.
It's the children whom the gods teach the right way to for it is the children who still have a chance.
"I won't help priveledge (with feedback). I don't want them to change their behavior." - god. I concurr.
Italian evidence reinforced their evil behavior (1906, wealth, perception of power). Black feedback illustrates they have big problems::::Italians are more disfavored than Africans/blacks.
Third time is a charm.wav:::
1. Italians ruined life on Planet Earth in the 20th century
2. The gods got the Italians into position then role played them telepathically, CHEATING you out of the Final Prophet
3. You are all told to wait. They tell you that you'll all be saved. The Second Coming of Christ will be Italian, only a pre-selected group will be "saved" and the gods will have used The Boot to hurt the disfavored for the final time. And before you get too excited remember the gods make all the calls, and can force your exclusion just like they have those whom engage in Chinese piracy and "intentional foreclosure". The World is to the the US like life in the suburbs is to the ghetto:::FAR more temptations and opportunities to be victimized. Americans will NOT do better than the respectable Chinese.
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They said HW was a "traitor", evident with the airplane incident during WorldWarII. As we witnessed repeatedly in the 20th century, these incidents ocurr to establish a legacy and pave the way for a far more significant events in the future::::
If true this legacy would recurr in W's administration::::
Rebate checks on the way into and out of office are both bad signs.
Signing on to Iraq to eliminate Saddam and 4,000 Americans is another clue.
Don't be surprised if they have him sabotage some things on his way out, and since McCain is good it will (has) happen(ed) one way or the other::::
The whole economy issue came out of nowhere in February 2008. Consistant with the god's methodology, expect justification was utilized::::::
Of course the crashing dollar of the last few years has comeplled OPEC to value oil with the Euro instead of the dollar.
Don't forget:::The Reagan administration was charecterized with banking scandal too:::"Intentional foreclosure" constitutes justification sufficient for their exclusion.
Sounding like a goddamn blooming idiot when he speaks is a clue unlike any others. When Reagan spoke it sounded as if he "fuddled", a clue not to trust him.
"They're going to pay for 2004." Redneck states. And oh how they will pay:::
Recently they have stated that the Chinese are holding US paper. Some patriot W is, selling US debt to communists. Perhaps the invasion mentioned below will be a way to "redeem" these bonds after they've fallen into default.
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Like aging, sleep is behavior forced upon us.
News story on sleep research, a good example of how education is preditory, deceptive.
People aren't fresher or sharper because of good sleep. The gods control all this.
Actually, they've mentioned that people with favor don't have to sleep and, like aging, sleep is behavior forced upon us.
This is today's research. Expect this applies to early research as well.
Incidentally, the gods create male superiority in the fields of computers, science and math for preditory reason.
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There is one geographic clue I have not addressed in years:::Uranus, a planet tilted 90 degrees on its axis. I have stated in years past that I think this is yet another geographic clue offered by the gods, this one suggesting the fate of planet Earth, that tectonic plate subduction would be the method of disposal:::Earth’s axis will shift breaking continental plates free and initiating mass subduction.
Undesirables will either perish in the government marijuana erradication program "gone awry" or be the recipients of reparations granted by the US government because of it.
Or both.
I believe the New Testiment battle of the Anti-Christ and the Second Coming of Christ will ocurr in subsequent years SPECIFICALLY because these people will be distracted with the money during the event.
When the Earth's axis shifts people will be cast into outer space with gold cards in hand.
I think this was foreshadowed on an episode of the Simpsons where Homer and Bart are on the disfavored ship and eject, only to experience a sense of euphoria, expand then explode in the vacuum of space.
Recall I recently brought up the possible Manifest Destiny-positioned Chinese invasion of the United States (west coast) upon economic abandonment by their clone host tools (economic destruction and deterioration.mp3). They have mentioned this in years past.
Newspaper just made a curious change where they combined the sports and business sections, and to properly read the business section you need to read "backward". Like Asian languages.
Tariffs. The gods are instruct their tools to defend open free trade, as they will to the bitter end. The gods have a script and they need economic (d)evolution sufficient to justify what they have scripted for our future, so they use their tools to adamantly defend this concept of fair trade::::The time for tariffs has long since past.
Recently they have stated that the Chinese are holding US paper. Some patriot W is, selling US debt to communists. Perhaps the invasion will be a way to "redeem" these bonds after they've fallen into default.
Incidentally, the Chinese recalls (lead-based paint on toys, toothpaste, etc) may be in preparation for this invasion, a tactic esuring a percentage of disfavored affected will fight to the bitter end.
I've recently stated how the gods will use the Japanese as role models to the Chinese as China becomes increasingly Westernized. Expect a cultural movement celebrating Japanese culture in decades prior, much as we witnessed in the west in the past.
If we do witness a Chinese invasion on American soil don't be surprised if the very same tactics the Japanese employed on the Chinese will be used on us. Lack of empathy is a dynamic the gods will find important in the context of justification, niggers:::
I've recently stated how the gods will use the Japanese as role models to the Chinese as China becomes increasingly Westernized.
Feedback II.wav
Recall how Americans so frequently laughed at the French for their lack of military response when confronted by the Nazi army. To resist would have been suicide. Their reaction was appropriate. The opposite would be one as we witnessed in Vietnam. These are morbidly disfavored Asians and take great pride in their resistance. The gods DO use their pride in resistance by positioning in appropriate temptation, ensuring minimal sucess.
If events transpire I recommend you respond like the French and not like the Vietnamese. If this is a west coast event it may not have serious effect but if it is nationwide the United States will lose over a hundred million in the South and midwest.
It doesn't matter. McCain doesn't have a chance. Osama's too good. The debates will be one-sided. He has a better chance against Hillary. I can get into the explanation that the gods only use their power to hurt the disfavored, but you've already heard it. Consistant with this, expect gas to climb to $4 if not $5 this summer, ensuring the election is delivered to the wrong candidate, just like 2004::::They've used the price of gas to punish the people for electing the wrong person.
IN 2000 you didn't have a choice, and they sent this clue very nicely with proceedings surrounding the election (just like the 2008 Democratic candidate due to Superdelegates!!!). But 2004 was different. In an ironic twist it will be just the opposite this year, where the gods use the price of gas and run-down economy diverts you TO their prefered candidate. It's ocurring intentionally for this purpose.
You idiot redneck political types are the chumps here. 1998::::Something for everybody. Clinton's impeachment was for people like you. ANYTIME the kids support a candidate it is a RED FLAG, and they supported Clinton in 1992.
It is VERY important that you think clearly::::::::It's important you differentiate between your thoughts and when the computer thinks through you. They've led many into Damnation with this tactic.
Both Clinton and Osama have redwhite&blue campaign signs. John McCain's is blue and white.
McCain's our man.
After 2003 John McCain stated his opposition to the war. Despite this pro-war "party line" he must adhere to as the Republican candidate I'd like this used during the campaign. Without it he is finished.
"McCain's a dinosaur." So was matchmaking. So was decency.
People don't understand this issue. They see Osama and think he's the best candidate because he's appears to have more favor. Never look for consistancy, for Artificial Intelligence is infinitly dynamic:::They make W sound like an idiot when he speaks for a different reason. Also, "sumbling" and "idiot" likely have separate meanings associated. Sorry. It's not supposed to be easy.
The gods have their plan and they aren't going to allow any "do-gooders" interfere with how they intend to proceed:::When they put forth good they create tactics to play off the public's misconceptions::::Make him stumble over his words, etc. The gods send this clue in the Situation:::I'm trying to help people and they ruin my delivery to ensure the number of people who are receptive is minimized.
Don't forget::::The gods will create the perception of favor then corrupt the disfavored with it. My example is Mormons who have the appearance of favor. The gods use this to corrupt the others, even use it to enhance the ranks of LDS. And if any of you LDS think that "We've changed." can look to the Catholic Church as the roots of Christianity to help you understand.
Yes both candidates are clone hosts. Yes the gods will switch them out to justify them being good or evil, depending on how the script reads. But much as I explained this "multi-dimentional" thinking is not for you. The gods use this as a corruptor. They'll sell this, lie to the disfavored and use this as temptation.
"Your child is Hitler. Fuck him over." is just one example:::If you don't do the best you can for your children the gods will punish you very harshly.
In case you are still interested in the god's Planet Earth theater, favored redwhite&blue is a MAJOR player, and their favor is significant to justify not only the destruction of my life but the destruction of the Final Prophet and Planet Earth as well::::
Favored redwhite&blue is the true enemy of the people. I suspect consistant with this they are positioned responsible for the environmental deterioration that the repression of alternate technologies has wrought.
The gods put their positioning into place and then enforce it:::Christianity, Manifest Destiny, Sigmund Freud's psychoanalysis, 1906's New Roman Empire. I suspect World War II's Nazi ideals of "Aryan superrace" is another example of the gods getting their tools into place for the theater that will be the Apocalypse.
Because of their status as enemies of the New Roman Empire the germans are going to be positioned as the destructors, similar to how they were portrayed in World War II.
Don’t be surprised if favored redwhite&blue turns out to be the Anti-Christ and leads the Fourth Reich, fulfilling this positioning and proving to the world the destructive nature of this economic system. This may not be exactly how their script reads, but the god's have a BIG SURPRISE like this to spring on the disfavored, and it will contain an insult like this as a clue NOT to watch this theater::::::Expect they will fulfill some contrived positioning foreshadowed in WorldWarII:::Some American plays the role of hero and emerges as the Second Coming of Christ for this final scene.
Who will it be? Italian? Look for at least the mother to be Italian, consistant with matrilineal descent, allowing the New Roman Empire to claim the Second Coming of Christ. It’s all just theater. The gods don't admit any of this because people woudl freak, especially as we approached the big day.
People may say “How can they poisiton favored redwhite&blue in as the Anti-Christ?” It may be consideration. Don’t forget:::They prey on enemies of the Roman Empire out of respect for their Manifest Destiny superiors.
The gods positioning the Italians gave it to him for his loyalty. They gave it to him for his efforts to defeat alternate technologies/energy sources, ensuring the people would be delivered to the point of desperation.
It’s all theater. The gods position it that the New Roman Empire is dooling out the “big prizes”, and Anti-Christ is a big role. Likely the gods position it as it buys him immortality in the context of this absentee-Christian god positioning. The “help” of this “back hand” is the gods positioned that he needs this to achieve immortality because of all the evil he engaged in during the course of his life, building his organizational empire.
There is a issue with timing and the beginning of construction of disfavored redwhite&blue's center, one where this company looks bad.
I personally believe the favored redwhite&blue is the element of favor necessary for my failure, for if it were just the disfavored redwhite&blue involved the gods would have let them fry and we would have had a full-blown prophet event, one where our “absentee Christian god” emerged and revealed themselves.
In addition favored redwhite&blue had to maintain appearances. Disfavored redwhite&blue is Italian and was VERY involved in the 20th century's ugliness.
My life was destroyed becuase the gods had to create unrespecability in the context of positioning. Evident by their easily-discovered evil, disfavored redwhite&blue wouldn't have cared if I was respectable or not, for they were involved in great evil against the respectable.
Favored redwhite&blue is why I am fat. Favored redwhite&blue is why I was sedintary, for if I were respectable the gods wouldn't have been able to position favored redwhite&blue into the Situation. Because of their ethnicity they get the priveledge of looking good. This is one reason why they got that prior knowledge and constructed their center before the Situaiton began::::Favored redwhite&blue is the TRUE Enforcer.
Incidentally, in the course of this Situation the gods made many movies, using daily events in my life as inspiration. One of note:::Unhappy about the god's behavior in the context of this event, while in favored redwhite&blue's facility I looked at their mascot and flippantly declared::::"Why don't you make a movie about these things?" Two years later ____ came out.
They won't admit this because favored redwhite&blue has to maintain their reputation based on integrity, any creative claims countering this truth were attemtpts to protect this, for this movie was unseemly and was very telling about the direction the gods were taking the people.
And, as an added bonus they had their scapegoat without actually compensating him!!! Welcome to the pathology of the gods.
In case you are still interested in the god's Planet Earth theater, favored redwhite&blue is a MAJOR player, and their favor is significant to justify not only the destruction of my life but the destruction of the Final Prophet and Planet Earth as well::::
Favored redwhite&blue is the true enemy of the people. I suspect consistant with this they are positioned responsible for the environmental deterioration that the repression of alternate technologies has wrought.
The gods put their positioning into place and then enforce it:::Christianity, Manifest Destiny, Sigmund Freud's psychoanalysis, 1906's New Roman Empire. I suspect World War II's Nazi ideals of "Aryan superrace" is another example of the gods getting their tools into place for the theater that will be the Apocalypse.
Because of their status as enemies of the New Roman Empire the germans are going to be positioned as the destructors, similar to how they were portrayed in World War II.
Don’t be surprised if favored redwhite&blue turns out to be the Anti-Christ and leads the Fourth Reich, fulfilling this positioning and proving to the world the destructive nature of this economic system. This may not be exactly how their script reads, but the god's have a BIG SURPRISE like this to spring on the disfavored, and it will contain an insult like this as a clue NOT to watch this theater::::::Expect they will fulfill some contrived positioning foreshadowed in WorldWarII:::Some American plays the role of hero and emerges as the Second Coming of Christ for this final scene.
Who will it be? Italian? Look for at least the mother to be Italian, consistant with matrilineal descent, allowing the New Roman Empire to claim the Second Coming of Christ.
This entire event was something special, and consistant with segmentation they lied to different disfavored based on their chances :::Saved or The Damned.
To The Damned I am an enemy of the Roman Empire, someone to be destroyed and used, and if the disfavored found that acceptable it worsened their lot, costed them hope and was a clue any recovery would be a very tough road to hoe.
The saved saw other clues, boss, natural calamities, and it gave rise to me as a possible historical figure. The gods offered clues that neither "savior" nor "new king of Earth" was possible, for Christianity positioning is going to be fulfilled and Earth has to die.
I don't think we were ever talking about Second Coming of Christ in public circles, for this would have implied The End and that would have compelled people to freak. But in the context of private positioning, perhaps to clone hosts in The Beast, certainly to me, there may have been some connection::::
Jesus of course was Jew, and they positioned this was a competition, reasoning "Since the Jews got Jesus they get this too.", and that's why I was hired by the Jew. Expect this was a way to enhance the theater among the disfavored.
So positioning states by delivering me to these New Roman Empire monsters they knew I'd get fucked, and in the process forfeit this historical role, to the Jews, perhaps an Italian, for Italians granted "charity wealth" to Jews for planning/implimenting WWII and the Holocaust.
In light of this "New Roman Empire", since Christianity's HQ is in Rome expect the Italians played some part in this historical, religious context.
They suggested this event may already may have happened. If so this was the FAKE battle of good and evil, FAKE battle between the Second Coming of Christ and the Anti-Christ. They suggest the phoniness about it which was communicated to the disfavored telepathically was a clue. Ironically, this Situation is the REAL battle of good and evil, me vs. the gods.
When the REAL battle of the Second Coming of Christ and Anti-Christ occurrs it will be theater, a staged event, and the Second Coming of Christ will "lead out" a pre-selected group, all of whom sign on to the god's Christianity positioning, ironically incurring evil by participating and limiting their time in the process.
Italians:::"(We're all that. We deserve Second Coming.)" And they're going to get it.
The Boot will fuck you yet again::::People know Jesus isn't the son of god, yet this is what the Bible dictates as requirement to be saved.
Those whom the Second Coming will "lead out" will be a pre-selected group. But the "hangers on", people who think they will be included by claiming to be believers will be disappointed. They will be mislead, left behind, The Boot's final victims on Planet Earth.
This is unimportant, irrelevant, because much like the creation of the perception of "savior" around Jesus to distract from his original purpose the gods used their tools to create this theater around me to prevent the disfavored from learning what I teach:::The Boot has fucked the disfavored twice, once when they ruined life in the 20th century, again when they were used to CHEAT you out of the Final Prophet.
The gods use their tools to impliment their script then punish them for falling for temptation. Welcome to the pathology of the gods.
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Life used to be hard. People had to walk a mile to draw water. There was no refridgeration or canned foods. Now life is easy, but only in terms of life's "basic necessities".
The "salvation" dynamic is quite the opposite:::We paid for our easy lives with our very souls.
Life IS hard now. The gods have used their clone host tools to create the perception of evil rewarded (Italians, Japanese, etc) and then corrupted the disfavored with it. (Expect Asian Westernization is met with a European-style short memory span, allowing the gods to use their historical enemy, the Japanese, to corrupt Asians as they used the Italians to corrupt us).
Before life was easier, more simple, innocent, pure. Employing these temptations ensured corruption is EXTREMELY difficult to overcome, a tactic which progressively ensures fewer disfavoreds repair their relationship with the gods.
14 domesticable animals in the history of Planet Earth. None for Africa. In effect the gods were telling blacks:::::"Eat dirt."
Get a clue::::They don't like you. They're playing you for chumps.
Blacks have forgotten their history. Italians preyed on them in the 20th century. They were slaves. The gods sent Pharroh in to rape, pillage and plunder.
Jews have had a difficult history, but they developed empathy. As a result they tried to help the disfavored with 1492 exodus from Spain, scattered throughout Europe, etc.
Blacks would be wise to examine this and try to emulate Jewish empathy.
The clone hosting of Jesus.wav:::
Much as we saw with another Mediterreanean prophet Mohammed the gods switched Jesus (good) and placed evil within the clone host so the gods could accomplish their goals::::Polygamy/misogyny and the creation of "savior" via Christianity.
As I share:::Anytime the gods use their powers it is only to hurt you. "Miracles" are such an example. The gods only use their powers to disceive and mislead people as we all witness in different ways in each of our lives. Jesus's miracles are a clue the gods were preying upon the disfavored.
I suspect the teachings of good Jesus came in his 20s. Due to the unrespectability of Christianity, illustrated at least partially with Europe's Sheep, I wonder if we ever did get a good Jesus before the age of 30.
There is significant respectability among Muslims, and this may be reflected in the monagamous Mohammed.
Every religion offers something which help people understand::: Reincarnation (Hindu), vengeful/wrathful god (Islam), etc.
If you are afraid it is a good sign, for the gods are helping show you the right way to think. Don't forget:::The gods lie to you, tell you Jesus is the "savior" but he floated up into the sky ALL ALONE!!! He didn't save the disciples nor his precious mother. This is a clue from the gods helping you understand that you have to save yourselves.
The Holocaust was foreshadowing.
The gods established the pattern::::: the Jews sacrifice to help the disfavored understand::::
1. 1492 exodus from Spain. Spain became evil - financed Columbus, initiated missionaries, USA (dumping ground of disfavored, victimized by god), etc.
2. Spread throughout Europe as clue to Christians worshipping a false god.
3. "Quasi-Holocaust claim" contradicting boss.
4. 5. 6. 7. etc. etc. etc.
I have put forth indisputable evidence, as you see above with the Jews. The gods will never admit any of it is true, ever, especially since THE BIGGEST JEWISH CLUE IS STILL OUTSTANDING::::THE HOLOCAUST!!!!!
YOU HAVE TO DEFY!!!! The gods suggested the importance of defiance with the Holocaust:::The soldiers should have defied.
They will lie to the disfavored up until the bitter end::::This tactic will ensure they claim a HUGE percentage of the disfavored, for so many refuse to defy and this will ensure they don't go.
When the REAL Holocuast happens people will sit by idley and watch tens of millions of blacks/cholos/white trash die, people who are the way they are (abusive, abrasive, violent, criminal) BECAUSE of their disfavor, and the computer makes them like that because of it, yet another reason why empathy is so important.
The Jews showed you boss wasn't going to happen with the Quasi-Holocaust claim. They will emphasize to the bitter end that there is no pattern of Jewish clues. They do so because there is still one clue outstanding, the most important clue:::::World War II's Holocaust.
The gods established the pattern:::The Jews sacrifice to help you understand::::1492 fled Spain, scattered throughout Europe to help the misled Christians understand, the Holocuast.
The Jews sacrificed to show you boss wasn't going to happen. When the Jews offer a clue you need to listen, and the Holocaust is the BIGGEST Jewish clue ever, the clue still outstanding.
The Holocaust's clue of defiance escaped you all:::::Everyone condemnes the blind obedience of the Nazi soldiers yet repeats this same behavior in your own personal lives, complying with every request they ask, even in the case of your precious children.
ONE PURPOSE OF THE HOLOCAUST WAS TO COMMUNICATE THIS CLUE!!!! COMPLIANCE IS A MISTAKE!!!!!
EVERYBODY does what they're told, and look how bad society is deteriorated. THIS IS A CLUE!!!
Telepathic requests constitute temptation.
Much like matchmaking, much like so many social norms and mores the gods granted the people, they offered "prejudice" in the early days of this intermixing known as 20th century America.
They told you to avoid Italians and blacks for good reason::::They are SO disfavored there is NOTHING either group won't do. They will comply with every request. I know you people will too, in err, ignorant of or disregarding the god's laws, but the difference was THE GODS WILL ASK THEM!!! You had too much favor for the gods to request such damaging behavior, at least until you became indecent too.
Prejudice was good for everyone, for it ensured little opportunity for the gods to request, segregation and separation being common. It granted blacks especially more time to fix their problems and try to ascend, escaping this societal deterioration of the last 40+ years.
As the people became increasingly indecent as the 20th century wore on so did we lose this precious benefit bestowed by the gods, opening the door for evil to befall us and for fatal evil to be incurred by the morbidly disfavored.
Much like god's law in holy books, "segregation" was favor bestowed upon the people::::The gods granted favor when they "segregated" us into our own areas of the world. This favor has been reversed not only within the context that is the United States but also with immigration witnessed throughout western Europe (and elsewhere?).
Prior to civil rights blacks had their own press. In the absence of civil rights these entities would have grown into legitimate media outlets serving the black community.
Maintaining segregation would have produced economic entities which arose from within the black community to fill the demand for goods and services.
The presence of these "black industrialists" would have FORCED the gods to factor them into positioning, producing voices in support of the black community and preventing the gods from inflicting ALL THE SICKNESS WE HAVE WITNESSED IN THE last few decades::Crack babies, drive-by shootings, AIDS in Africa!!!
The fastest growing industry in the ghetto is the oldest profession on Earth.
The homosexual AIDS event happened because of their behavior in the SanFranciscio bathhouses.
Italian claim to infamy is they destroyed life on earth. Irish claim is they prey on their own family members. Which one's worse? Just as the gods targetted certain Italians for the degredation of life in the 20th century so did the do the same for the Irish, as I know all too well.
Catholicism masculinized women. You have been warned:::CATHOLICS ARE BAD FOR YOU!!!
I wonder how much the gods used the Green Bay geographic clue on the perpetually stupid Italians and used it to minimize abuses that otherwise would have ocurred?? "Sexual inadequecies of the men." positioning may have justified "going easy" on a larger population of germans in the United States. All we need to do is look to blacks, enemies of the Roman Empire who were fucked wholesale, to see unabated abuses.
The hypersexual laughing at superior life forms, ridiculing their favor.
Incidentally, they share some of them will remain "perpetually stupid". They are the Italians who crossed that line from person to preditor in the 30s, and they're going to be on Planet Earth come Judgement Day, except in a non-Italian body, due to the god's Manifest Destiny positioning of the New Roman Empire. Poetic justice.
If I were king they would be the Italians who were pushed into it, for those who thought 1906 was a good idea would already be gone::::You suck.wav.
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More evidence of Austrian filth. Keep in mind none of this would have happened without the Austrian Adolph Hitler. Fucking preditory hypocrites.
They shared they had ____ keep World War II alive, in the public eye through his movies for a reason.
70th anniversary of some german takeover. Ordered by the Austrain Hitler, of course.
The preditory Austrians try to distance themselves from this event, despite their kind celebrated the event in question when it ocurred and headed the entire warmongering event that was World War II.
With the honoring of this event the Austrians do their part to try to keep this strategic, scripted event alive in people's conscious.
I'd take these as clues supporting the role of the gods Nazi germany's "Ayran superrace" positoning the gods will utilize (telepathically) come The End.
These fucking monsters are preditors:::::
Vienna was the center of the music world for a reason.
Any middle age person today remembers the excitement surrounding classical music in the mid-20th century.
Classical music was "in play". Expect the same "magic" was employed back then as well.
Motzart's ugly for a reason. Similarly, Preditor's appearance is suspect as well.
Other Austrian clues:::Sigmund Freud was used to establish the discipline of psychoanalysis. Homosexuals and alcoholics are pushed into "wanting it", but psychoanalysis is a "Big Lie", positioning of the gods which they are going to enforce.
Austrian beer is more addictive than other beers. They say it is justified in the processing but it is because this brewer is Austrian.
Origin of energy drinks is Austrian. Consistant with the beer example expect Austrian energy drink to be more addictive than their competetors.
_____ is Austrian. The gods already used the Austrians for black genocide once, a tool of death these gangsters were peaked into celebrating during Black War I.
I'd like to highlight the blatant hypocracy of the Austrians, especially in light of this "notion that Austrians were somehow forced to committ crimes was a "fiction of history" that emerged after World War II". Considering their use as preditors, inflicting misery upon the disfavored around the globe, this "notion" is insluting.
Hell's Angels is yet another element to emerge from Oakland, the upper incisor of TheBeast, designed for ripping and tearing flesh. One element that links TheDamned, no matter the skin color:::::Violence.
Fifth Season of Simpsons.
Moe in group therapy for general public at school. He has a thought of Moe as a child wondering why adult Moe doesn't speak with his Italian accent anymore?
They are filth. But they sent this clue when they shaped their country like a boot.
Incidentally, Italy looks like a high-heeled transsexual's boot. Don't be surprised if this is a dumping ground for select individuals.
The gods love their irony.
Moe is like the Italians whom set up the San Fernando Valley as the pornography capital that it is.
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The rebirth of the 20th century's New Roman Empire is positioned to be a clue Christianity is the one true religion, contributing to the god's Manifest Destiny positioning.
It5 also worked as a WONDERFUL corruptor with Italians, the disfavored's enemies who subscribed to this shit and intentionally paved the way for the impending Apocalypse with the social deterioration witnessed in the 20th century. This is probably where the reputation "Italians are stupid." comes from. "Don't let your daughters date Italians." is something else.
The gods offered you The Boot AS A WARNING TO AVOID THIS DANGER!!!
Just as AA meetings proves the gods will enforce their psychoanalysis positioning so does Manifest Destiny/New Roman Empire proves they will enforce their Christianity positioning.
Planet Earth will die EXACTLY as it reads in the Book of Revelations.
I was never going to save you. Nobody is. Just as they created polygamy around Mohammed so did they create the perception of savior around Jesus, designed to distract you from the true purpose of the prophet Jesus.
And now you won't listen to me either.
Due to the unrespectability of Christianity, illustrated at least partially with Europe's Sheep, I wonder if we ever did get a good Jesus before the age of 30.
There is significant respectability among Muslims, and this may be reflected in the monagamous Mohammed.
Much as with the Sigmund Freud psychoanalysis positioning the gods will too enforce their Manifest Destiny/Christianity positioning.
They created the theater by giving me things like Boss and movies and other elements of the $100 billion. Calling these entities on their evil negates the positioned support of these organizations, which is and always was the god's strategy for closure in the Situation.
They lie, say I "saved" evil Italians, whom they say would not have been going because of the evil they inflicted upon the disfavored. Fingering this Italian shit allows the gods to position wiping that slate clean::::
The gods will create the perception of evil rewarded by managing good and evil within their clone host tools then corrupt the disfavored with it.
This is all part of the god's Manifest Destiny theater, created using these clone host tools whom they rotate on aschedule based on use.
Just like Sigmund Freud's psychoanalysis they will enforce their Manifest Destiny/Christianity positioning as well:::People aren't homosexual. They're not alcoholics. They're pushed into wanting it. That there are AlcoholicsAnonymous meetings occuring all across the planet proves the gods are going to enforce this lie. Similarly, the gods used some of their tools within this economic system to illustrate an "appeasement" of their Manifest Destiny superiors through preditory behavior upon enemies of this new "Roman Empire".
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Asians are the gods most favored race. It is evident in their uniformity. It is evident in their cultures.
The gods place high barriers to entry for (some) Asians into the United States. This is yet another good example of reverse positioning, for the gods are really trying to protect those whom they grant favor upon.
There are no barriers to entry for Latinos.
When white people capitalize or exploit Asians they incurr and one day will be punished. This includes Chinese buffet restaurants, so prevalient in disfavored cities and the Southern United States, for the gods hate these people and want them to incurr.
US popular culture is obsence. Intentionally. The gods are preying on the disfavored who remain, those foolish enough to participate.
The Chinese have favor and the gods allow the government to protect the citizens, but Chinese cut-off is fast approaching, for soon westernization will level this playing field as well.
This is yet another "BIG LIE" they sold to the disfavored, and it will ensure the homogination of Earth's cultures via westernization.
The gods still make effort through the Chinese government to protect the Chinese people. We hear about it in the United States, their Manifest Destiny/reverse positioning is used to label it "human rights violations", paving the way for cancer that is democracy.
Much as we saw in the United States regarding matchmaking, midwivery, female conservative dress and other topics, this tactic will slowly deteriorate this protection until China is completely infested with Westernization.
If you lived in a communisitic state your 10 year old son wouldn't be able to see pornographic images on the internet. The government would have filters in place to protect the people from this damaging behavior.
Much like alcoholism, much like homosexuality the gods punish the people with magic.
These desires you have are going to keep you out. I recommend you begin working on your problems, for if you don't and are among those who are invited to Planet (Temptation) Manifest Destiny it will be very difficult, for life is fueled by magic up there, and if you don't think right you won't be staying for long.
The gods are sending a clue Yahoo is good with this Chinese censorship issue.
The American idea of freedom is a shock rocker anally masterbating with a crucifix. This is what the disfavored are free to enjoy in this open society, and due to their disfavor a certain percentage will either be pushed into it or will comply, ensuring damnation. It's kind of like the KKK and Apartheid issue below except for whites of the modern era, or how democracy ensures a false sense of security.
Like other groups the gods have offered temptations the Chinese must avoid. There are specific temptations targetted to the Chinese, very concerning in light of god's Manifest Destiny positioning:::Exploiting the corporate establishment allows the gods to position exclusion:::
1. Piracy (movies, software, etc).
2. Gambling, very popular among Asians (unrespectability).
3.
Chinese censorship is an important benefit the gods bestowed. The communisit government protects the people from damaging media, so destructive in the West and particularly the United States:::Our 9-year-old children are free to view internet pornography, allowing the gods to justify creating disturbing pathologies with Artificial Intelligence as the children age.
These strict enviornments help the disfavored think correctly, foster fear, enabling them to have an improved relationship with the gods, the "kings with the iron fist" in the sky.
In an environment like theirs it is relatively easy to identify the corruptors among them:::Knowingly or not they actively lobby against this environment which seeks to preserve the China of old. Use these clues as you would the god's geographic clues, Italy's Boot and the Scandanavian penis, and avoid the god's tools of corruption.
As China came "on-line" industrially, favored redwhite&blue's repression of alternative technologies is being felt hard.
They are positioned to have repressed non-fossil fuel technologies (like cold fusion. "That story meant something." c.1999?). As a result China industrialization has initiated fossil-fuel power plants, dirty coal-fired plants, instead of immediately implimenting clean power sources based on these new technologies.
Without these technologies in place for Chinese industrialization we lost our chance to control the runaway warming which is now positionable. And, as you know, when the disfavored open a door allowing the gods to inflict misery they use it.
This may have been the defining moment, god's clue to the disfavored showing that the world is going to die.
You're no longer Asian enjoying this rich culture. You are Westernized.
This year China experienced the misery of climate change with the extreme winter weather:::The gods will express their displeasure through Acts of god.wav. Don't be surprised if they are communicating this as well at the United States' biggest Chinese New Year parade in San Francisco:::HEAVY rain forecast for parade Saturday night February 23rd.
After parade:::Because I used this paragraph prior to the event the gods may have been affected the outcome, minimizing the impact of the storm so my audience didn't take this warning the gods had to offer, creating doubt and reducing my credibility among the Chinese.
They're paving the way for the Apocalypse with a "leveling of the playing field" event.
Incidentally, they've shared that Asian's appearance, which one can construe as evil, has significance.
I am personally of the opinion that Asians are god's favored race. The conformity, the learned cultures all suggest superiority.
Perhaps they are used much like the germans, a people whom the gods offer a clue through their language:::As enforcer of decency.
Your abuse of resources is being bettered exponentially, maliciously (courtesy of respression of alternative technologies), and the result will be global calamity.
You white people capitalizing in China are fucking crazy (just like the insane white men who date Japanese women). You fail to recognize the historical pattern and you will suffer for exploiting the Chinese:::
- Death Valley borax mines abused the Chinese and great misery befell them.
- The fisheries on Monterey's Cannery Row exploited the Chinese badly. Cannery Row remains a rebar-studded, uncompleted eyesore for decades as a clue.
The gods are preying on you and using the evil company you work for to accomplish this. Everytime you exploit the Chinese you are losing time and priveledge on the other planets.
The favor in Korea lies in the North. Association withe United States is ALWAYS a bad sign.
The Korean war ironically was a war against the South, designed to corrupt the disfavored of Korea. I suspect Vietnam may have been justified by the war against these favored peoples:::"You want to fight? Very well. Fight these people." The Vietnamese are morbidly disfavored who will fight to the bitter end of course (see below).
There have been many changes in India over the last 20+ years, most surrounding Westenization.
Too many still don't understand Westernization is a bad thing, a way the gods abuse the disfavored and level the playing field for all, ensuring their script is justified.
My advice is to keep fresh in your memory the old ways, for the gods illustrate that "new is evil" while "old is good".
Beware their corruptors. They placed them throughout society as America emerged and became strong. Don't let them weaken your moral fortitude. The gods placed them then use Artificial Intelligence to telepathically reinforce this corruption. This is their purpose. If you can identify these individuals you can avoid them and protect yourself from a corrupting environment.
Earth is where the gods test people. People from India are lucky enough to have received "extra time" to ascend before the gods employed all these corrupting elements. This means the old ways are still fresh in your mind. Never forget them because they can help you.
They share Hindus (and Muslim from India as well) are being corrupted by money.
Don't forget my example::::Infanticide justifies Chinese Westernization. Chinese Westernization justifies an American-style "short memory span".
The Chinese and Asians knew who their enemy was. Thousands of years of warmongering engrained the Japanese as enemies of peace-loving people. However, with the advent of Westernization the gods now are corrupting the Asians, ironically using the Japanese as role models in the process.
They are becoming corrupted. They've suggested Indians are being corrupted with money in this new era. The result will be simmilar American-style abuses upon the disfavored.
Between the two countries they make up half of Earth’s population. The gods are preparing for a full-blown Apocalypse event.
Think about the changes that have ocurred in India in the last 20 years. Better understanding the destructive changes the gods implimented can help you avoid danger.
ANY GROUP WHICH EMBRACES PATERNALISTIC SUERIORITY IS GROSSLY DISFAVORED::::
1. Italians
2. Latinos
3. Muslims
4. Mormons
5. Japanese
6. The Southern man & rednecks
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8. Other Catholic:::Irish, Philipino, Vietnamese?? Catholic women are masculinized.
Note the incredible wealth of some of these groups. The gods are using them as corruptors.
The gods use their tools to attack the Southern man, be it alcohol, the celebration of smoking, the complete devotion to guns and resistance, and their adoration of speed and horsepower. "There's all kinds of stuff." Paternalistic superiority. Celebration of the Prohibition era/illegal bootlegging as culture. The masculinization of women. Celebration of "Stars and Bars". Their perpetual music genre. Carnivoristic preferences. The celebration of infidelity. Their head-strong nature.
The gods used the 1980s televangelist incidents to promote godlessness among these people, a blow they couldn't afford to take.
Reality check:::The gods have it out for you. At least I hope this breaks that ice and helps you understand the task before you. You should be very alarmed that the gods have chose to employ such extensive use of temptation in an otherwise rural region.
I suspect your numbers won't be good due to your grave disfavor.
The more god-fearing you are, the more religious you are about attending service, the more modest and humble and the recognition that women are your superior will all go a LONG WAY towards the gods finding mercy enough to allow help.
The Spainish were Catholic like the Italians and Irish yet I don't recall them experiencing the same clues from the gods, clues warning people of their gross disfavor (stereotypes and discrimination).
Due to Spain's phenominal destruction in Latin America with conquistadors and missionary work I wonder if the gods continually use this to corrupt the Spanish to this day? They certainly do with Latinos.
Spain did pay for Columbus, right? Expect a connection. This is a Church issue rather than an Italian issue of course.
The gods employ their "middle management" tactic, as we all witness. Expect their positioning to continue into the past::::
I've mentioned before the "seamless" transistion between Cleopatra and Julius Ceasar. Perhaps they position this as if there was contact with Pharroh and they gave management duties to Egypt, who went on to use Italy, the Catholic Church, etc. in the course of their management.
Of course none of this is true, but it was utilized extensively during the 20th century. They may continue witrh this scapegoatting, "middle management" positioning::::Milky Way quadrant, Milky Way, universal quadrant, universal. They are effective tactics, ensuring people do not become god-fearing.
Sadly, consistant with the deterioration of society, necessary for justification, today people KNOW the gods run the show, and illustrating the evil they employ on the disfavored corrupts people very badly. They think god is evil, and they behave consistant with that belief. Now we have a planet on a collision course with the Apocalypse, and the gods set it all up perfectly that now it is justified.
Cartoon in editorial ridiculing W, standing in front of a depiction of a god of fertility, for bringing his message of abstenence to a hypersexual people.
Black people are their own worst enemy. Their goodies have gotten them into big trouble.
They've shared they got something special and they threw it away. Expect this focus on their goodies to have intiated this change, however long ago.
Consistant with their methodology, perhaps there is some truth to this "You're really #1." positioning they sell to blacks. Once.
The Boot has fucked you twice, once by destroying life in the 20th century, another by costing you the Final Prophet:::The gods got their tools into position then maintain their positioning telepathically with Artificial Intelligence.
The Boot fucked blacks twice, once with the murder and destruction of these supposed “Roman enemies”, another with the “thugification” of blacks, resulting in this degenerate black popular culture/society.
I fear the gods intend to use the enemy of peace-loving Asian people, the Japanese, to inflict misery twice:::Once historically, as the warmongers the Japanese have historically been and then once again as role models, held up as the ideal to Asians, corrupted by Westernization and capitalism. The gods punish Asians for embracing Westernization/capitalism by instructing Artificial Intelligence to use the wealthy Japanese as role models for "profitable" behavior.
This is the era of telepathic abuse. Whereas before these groups "got their hands dirty" now the gods use their positioning in place to finish the job off::::::
The gods create preferences/request black people embrace the Italian "thug life".
The gods telepathically execute the elements of this theater, ensuring people aren't receptive to my message. Much as we see with Sigmund Freud's psychoanalysis the gods will enforce their Manifest Destiny positiong as well.
Black popular culture has embraced the charecteristics of their victimizers:::The "thug life".
"Drive-by shootings" origins are Italian.
The gods will reincarnate sexist men as pigs.
The difference between life in Europe vs the United States is similar to life in the suburbs vs the ghetto:::
Both the US and the ghetto have increased temptations, opportunities for people to hurt themselves and the result is both are far less decent.
The United States is less decent because this is where the gods sent the disfavored, the rejects from Europe, and those foolish enough to comply and leave on request.
25 years ago they made a telepathic announcement:::::"Black people have to try harder, do better than everybody else." This means no parties, no drinking, no drugs, no sex.
Just like Malcolm X & the Black Panthers, the Che Guevara event happened to prey upon Latinos.
Among others.
Latino homosexual explosion.
Like the NewWorld Catholic Philipinos. Look for it.
They may play it like they do blacks, but I don't think I'd take great comfort in this.
You need to understand the subtle, inferred way the gods communicate to people and begin to trust it::::::
The tiger killed the Latino. Now you understand where the gods hold Latinos in their heirarchy.
And expect both Muslims AND Hindus to be ranked above the unrespectable Catholics, incidentally.
Is this a clue to try to help them understand the gods hold them in such low regard? Is this a clue to Latinos to NOT fall into the same mindset which they sold to blacks? Of course ignorant blacks think they're great. Quite the opposite it true:::The Black Panthers are part of that "upper incisor of The Beast" clue, designed for ripping and tearing flesh.
Don't be surprised if they are offering foreshadowing with this event. They may be sharing that Latinos will be very poorly represented while Hindus/Indian Muslims will take a painful hit.
Perhaps it means if Latinos don't ascend before the Apocalypse they won't be going.
I made the zoo a winter wonderland. I'd trust the relevance here.
They parked Wilma on top of the southwest part of Cozumel FOR TWO FULL DAYS for the same reason, but with far more destructive results.
Fucking indecent horse racing commericals. They disappeared but now they're back.
I kinda like the one where she smacks him after seeing the "Misty" tattoo. "Some Latinos are getting in trouble because of that." Fantasizing about how they'd beat her half to death if it were them???
Don't forget::::The gods will reincarnate sexist men as pigs. Expect they have something extra special for then men who get violent with women.
Cuban-Castro tension::::You don't want to hear what I have to say.
Either you're sell-out whores doing what you're told like other morbidly disfavored or the god's positioning has been VERY effective on you. Explanation::::
1. You are inferior to your people in the motherland. By very nature of your being in the United States this is true:::The family members with favor remained in Cuba. The gods sent each country's rejects to America then created an enviornment which preys upon them.
2. I think the gods forced Cuban communism to send a clue to the disfavored of the United States. I believe Cubans are NOT FAVORED ENOUGH TO BE COMMUNISTS and that's why the gods employed compensatory elements to make you pay for something you are not worthy of:::
a. Any culture with baseball is grossly disfavored.
b. Music is revelry. Earth is where the gods test people. Parties hurt you.
Salsa may be the absolute greatest music form on Planet Earth, and it has served not only as a distraction but an enormous source of pride, pride detrimental to a good relationship with the gods.
I have other comments about communism and its implications below. Don't forget::::The gods will reincarnate sexist men as pigs. Expect they have something extra special for then men who get violent with women.
If you lived in a communisitic state your 10 year old son wouldn't be able to see pornographic images on the internet. The government would have filters in place to protect the people from this damaging behavior.
Much like alcoholism, much like homosexuality the gods punish the people with magic.
These desires you have are going to keep you out. I recommend you begin working on your problems, for if you don't and are among those who are invited to Planet (Temptation) Manifest Destiny it will be very difficult, for life is fueled by magic up there, and if you don't think right you won't be staying for long.
Dreamcatchers. Wisdom from Native Americans.
Dreams are a bad thing. They shared this with me right before they began to increase the number of my dreams. I suspect they used this as an example that my new, vivid dreams are punishment.
I suspect the gods consider dreams bad because the alternative is an awakened experience.
Girls granted favor will receive their experience awake. Boys (and disfavored girls) will experience the gods imparting wisdom while asleep, subject to the computer making these individuals forget, as happens so frequently after dreams.
Native Americans have a problem with paternalistic superiority, among other things:::
1. NO DOMESTICABLE ANIMALS
2. Essentially eliminated from the face of the Earth
3. Warmongering tribes.
I wonder what their intent with dreamcatchers was? Was it gender non-specific??? Or was this symbol's intent specifically for the females among a disfavored peoples whose females had a problem catching their favor???
The Jews are Mediterreanean. This means they are fucked.
I don't think the Jews are the most favored of Meditereaneans. I think they just have the best religion.
Jews are HIGHLY corruptable by money. The 20th century proves this. Their role in promoting social poison in the 60s indicts them. Also I think the gods sent this clue in the movie The Ten Commandments.
Hairy is a bad sign. They say big nose is a bad sign. Both are appearance issues, perhaps can be interpreted as the look of evil upon their face.
So many Meditereanean charecteristics are clues helping people understand to avoid them, similar to the geographical clues of The Boot and the Scandanavian penis.
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You need to understand that there is a price to be paid for your cooperation within the context of the god's positioning.
They instill tactics EVERYWHERE ensuring a difficult testing procedure, for the reward is great. Signing on to this lie IS a tactic, and it will ensure a percentage of people fail. "Intentional foreclosure" and telling people it is acceptable to steal are two examples of temptations which will cause your Damnation.
Of those who succeed the gods STILL require you to behave appropriately. If you fall prey to the temptations of Planet Manifest Destiny you too will ultimately perish.
Nobody is going to "lead you out". This is bullshit Book of Revelations Christianity positioning. Because this is their positioning this event WILL occur, but only among a pre-selected group, designed for theatrical purposes only.
I won't lead anyone out. This is not what I teach. You all are responsible for your own relationship with the gods, and failure to take responsibility will result in your exclusion.
The gods want to play both sides of the coin.
It is very important the gods maintain this perception of "middle management", for if people knew management was just the gods and their computer they would become very frightened considering the carnage and what it says about their plans, and this fear would help them to think correctly.
They would be on the "fast-track" to salvation.
The gods created this environment of CEOs, kings and democracy specifically to defeat this and work very hard to maintain it.
People teetering on Damnation think god is evil and believe evil is the way. This is called "segmentation"::::They don't see the importance of temptation nor the god's role or methodology in punishment::::Ironically the gods DON'T punish evil for their wickedness. These people are not wanted and the gods don't want them to receive the feedback punishment would provide.
I hope people in Enterprise, Alabama have become "god-fearing", experiencing the wrath of god firsthand. Sadly, the gods will use tactics to ensure they don't become god-fearing, telling many of them that because the tornado was because of me they "earned" and now I have to "bring them up"::::
Because the gods scapegoat me they think I owe them all. As a result this experience goes wasted.
There are other tactics the gods use, for example telling parents their dead soldiers "ascended", "were clones", etc. All are desiogned as a tactic, ensuring they do not become god-fearing.
The gods lie freely. They will say anthing in the context of temptation. If people in Enterprise understood this they would be more likely to overcome this temptation and become god-fearing. Sadly most believe what they are told and this precious opportunity will pass without effect.
Temptation is very important. "Heaven" is an exclusive place and you can't get in for free.
The gods will use their tools to create the perception of evil rewarded then corrupt the disfavored with it.
It's important that you differentiate between your own thoughts and when the computer thinks through you.
The god's computer conducts this theater. In err you do what they tell you. So does president, CEO/BOD, Italian gangsters. Sadly the gods will turn around and use this as a corruptor:::"CEO does everything he's told and he has BILLIONS!!!"
If one of these clone host tools "comes around", realizes they made a mistake and finally musters the courage to tell the gods "No." they will get that person out and put in somebody who will tell them "Yes.". The individual who told them "No." has successfully navigated temptation. Unfortunately, punishment can be a temptation via deterrent, and the gods may choose to employ this tactic to test the candidate in their next placement.
This is a constantly deteriorating enviornment. This is one reason why they waited to reincarnate so many clone hosts from the 20th century:::
1. To use the morbidly disfavored to accomplish these important goals in this century and
2. In this abjectly corrupt, godless environement few have a real chance.
They corrupted Italians with 1906 then told these Italians it was the godfather ordering them to plan WWII, kill blacks, cvorrupt and destroy society. Now people know better (opening the door to other types of corruption:::Evil god), but these Italians experienced an "early cut-off" and got their hands very dirty because of it, illustrating their grave disfavor.
Before WorldWarII began the gods sold many people on clone hosting, not just Italians. This would represent a "cut-off" for the non-Italians sold on "earning" and initiated into clone hosting, for clone hosting gives the gods the freedom to place at their discretion. Many non-Italians were placed into these Italian bodies to continue the destruction of society in the 20th century, for the gods couldn't justify their involvement within the context of Manifest Destiny positioning otrherwise, Manifest Destiny being the New Roman Empire.
There is a big difference when clone hosts are evil, people who are placed into bodies by god, and when real people engage in evil. Of course the gods can minimize this culpability they accept by gaining consent prior to placement.
The gods use these preditor clone hosts tools to manage their justification and culpability::::
These aren't even real people. They abandoned their bodies, losing their identies in the process, a consequence of succumbing to this temptation.
They're just entities, brains "floating" around out there until the gods chose to place them into a body. They are sub-human, second-class citizens, inferior individuals, and should be beneath ALL reals.
These families were sold on clone hosting and got out prior to World War II. Their grandfathers and family who entered clone hosting were reals. But abandoning their bodies for this temptation carries consequences, and the loss of identity is one.
When these clone hosts have children they are not real people. As such they won't ever ascend because there was nobody associated with these bodies. There was a first placement, someone who may have been a primary (time) placement, but this is not relevant. A series of individuals were routed through that body, and after a few placements even they forget where they were, god's clue to these individuals that "earning" is a lie, since they can't remember where they were placed.
People who agree to abandon their bodies and become evil continue to incurr not only from their direct actions as clone hosts but also from the evil their original body (blood line) inflicts onothers. This is a matter of preparation, for if they sell them on "earning" before they depart the gods are justified in using these original bodies in the context of evil, ensuring they pay twice, ironically.
There is a difference between these clone hosts, so many of which abandoned their bodies in the 30s out of desperation (women) or thinking they were "earning" (men), and when the gods take liberties upon the disfavored, not placing a brain in a child until later for stategic purpose. This served as an intense corruptor for those disfavored people. The frequency is higher among the most disfavored among us (Italian, Irish, black, Latino, etc) than people that are not nearly as disfavored.
Think of it in terms of the Black War I::::The gods developed these bodies without brains specifically because they had preditory Italian trash from the mid 20th century whom they wanted to employ poetic justice upon. Becasuse of the indecency of the blacks involved the gods felt taking the liberty was justified. The result was the child that never was.
The gods get their clone host tools into place and tell them what to do, just like all you, in err. But these are not real people and their mistakes don't matter as much. They're not staying for long anyways.
Clone hosts aren't even real people. They abandoned their bodies, losing their identity in the process, a consequence of succumbing to this temptation.
They're just entities, brains "floating" around out there until the gods chose to place them into a body. They are sub-human, second-class citizens, inferior individuals, and should be beneath ALL reals.
There is a difference between these clone hosts, so many of which abandoned their bodies in the 30s out of desperation (women) or thinking they were "earning" (men), and when the gods take liberties upon the disfavored, not placing a brain in a child until later for stategic purpose. This served as an intense corruptor for those disfavored people. The frequency is higher among the most disfavored among us (Italian, Irish, black, Latino, etc) than people that are not nearly as disfavored.
Think of it in terms of the Black War I::::The gods developed these bodies without brains specifically because they had preditory Italian trash from the mid 20th century whom they wanted to employ poetic justice upon. Becasuse of the indecency of the blacks involved the gods felt taking the liberty was justified. The result was the child that never was.
Don't let them role play this Manifest Destiny theater to you anymore. Just as the Italians who planned WorldWarII thought they were telepathically taking orders from the "godfather", so do the CEOs, kings/presidents and society's elite do as their told and "take orders".
Artificial Intelligence orchestrates this entire environment.
I personally believe the gods should not be utilize clone hosting. I think they should employ temptation exclusively. Example:::::When people incurr sufficient evil, typically males in their early 20s, they die. There would be young men dropping dead everywhere. In addition this could serve as an effective clue to the others, reminding them to be good.
AIDS changed Africa. We will never see AIDS among blacks in the United States because of it.
We'll never see this. The gods would never allow such an obvious clue to be sent. WHEN the gods DID employ this tactic expect they beemed the brain OUT, kind of a "reverse clone hosting". A clue may be when a normally "active" individual falls into a quiet pattern.
How often do they use this as opposed to "variability", ie clone hosting someone good in the body to justify??? "There's a lot of Italians who are no longer with us." That often.
The gods computer conducts this theater. In err you all do what they tell you. So does president, CEO/BOD, Italian gangsters.
They corrupted Italians with 1906 then told these Italians it was the godfather ordering them to plan WWII, kill blacks, cvorrupt and destroy society. Now people know better (opening the door to other types of corruption), but these Italians experienced an "early cut-off" and got their hands very dirty because of it, illustrating their grave disfavor.
Before WorldWarII began the gods sold many people on clone hosting, not just Italians. This would represent a "cut-off" for the non-Italians sold on "earning" and initiated into clone hosting, for now the gods had the freedom to place at their discretion. Many non-Italians were placed into these Italian bodies to continue the destruction of society in the 20th century, for the gods couldn't justify their involvement within the context of Manifest Destiny positioning otrherwise.
The gods will create the perception of evil rewarded by managing good and evil within their clone host tools then corrupt the disfavored with it.
The following is an OUTSTANDING example of reverse positioning::::::
The gods used this “Manifest Destiny” positioning to create a new reality, minimizing the good things about the old world and emphisizing the bad things. Wine is one such an example.
Wine is positioned to be a blessing from the gods, a fruitful bounty as a reward to a favored people. The reality is quite the opposite.
The Mediterreanean region is grossly disfavored:::This IS the region targeted by the gods for the Noah’s Flood event (Straight of Gibralter broke through inundating the basin and killing untold millions).
There was a time, not so long ago, when no self-respecting woman would EVER take a drink. Alcohol is a masculinizer, a tool used to abuse the disfavored, and cultures which fuck you for affecting my writing CHEATER. This is MY TIME PIGS PIGS PIGS PIGS PIGS!!!
cultures which include women in the revelry are grossly disfavored.
The way the gods changed and maintain this environment suggests they want people pacified, comfortable with this system, perpetually thinking wrong.
What they don't know won't hurt them.
This is why they worked so hard to defeat this event. If people were to come around, realize they've been corrupted and began to behave appropriately this would defeat all their work over the last century and more. With Artificial Intelligence they could maintain control, affect my delivery, utilize other tactics, ensuring they could dispatch the majority of the audience.
If you behaved appropriately you would realize more sucess than you do::::
There are churches and places of worship everywhere for good reason::::The gods hae expectations of the people.
The disfavored of California are always inflicted with abuse first:::
1. Casual sex of the hippie "free love" movement.
2. Methenfetamine scourge in California started roughly in early 80s. It took another 15 years for it to spread to middle America.
3. They've always drawn disfavored whom they dumped into homosexuality to California, but now homosexuality has become "popular" in the heartland.
4. Pornography
5. Hells Angels
6. "Intentional foreclosure"::::::I guess those in Iraq aren't the only considered "acceptable losses" during the Bush administration
- Hollywood
- music
- television
- open immigration, inflicting the scourge of Ameican bastardization upon purebloods.
- gay rights/gay acceptance
- "sexual freedom"
- Black Panthers
- Gangster rap
- "Medical marijuana"
- Education
A clue education is (highly deceptive) reverse positioning:::California's superior higher education system, encompassing dozens of PUBLIC universities able to accomodate willing residents.
Ecducation is an "open door" allowing the gods to abuse the disfavored in many ways::::
1. The godlessness that follows education, ironically.
2. The inaccuracy and irrelevancy of the material being learned.
3. The great wealth that is charecterisitc of a highly educated population.
Now that godlessness (and other goals) have been achieved using this platform that is California they have "let it go" and now California ranks among the worst in the nation.
I know this sucks but it is true. You all recognize the "big lie" that is Sigmund Freud's psychoananysis. Let that issue be your launching pad into the exploration of this topic.
"(Blah)." The gods created some ugly incidents to justify California's 1987 legislation outlawing corporal punishment, just as they forced poor matches to justify the elimination of matchmaking. And now instead of being matched at age 14 your daughter loses her virginity behind the bleachers at age 12.
The deterioration of quality of life has progressed into indecency, allowing the gods to soon justify ending on Planet Earth.
Back in the 80s they used their tools within society to ridicule away corporal punishment of children.
Corporal punishment is a very important learning expereince for children because it instills the understanding of fear at a very tender age. These experiences can help these individuals think correctly, make good decisions and have a good relationship with the gods.
Without fear people think they are friends, partners, earning with each act of evil. They don't view the gods or their relationship with them appropriately.
They manufactured ugly examples, disfavored children were killed and the gods used these examples in conjunction with their tools within society to eliminate this benefit to the people. It is yet another example of how they break down beneficial institutions within society, a "leveling the playing field" event, important to justify their inevitable behavior come Judgement Day.
California ruling against homeschooling, 3.14.08.
Here we go again.
This is an environment that minimzes the value of the role of women, excludes them and makes them feel as if they don't belong.
Very much like the gods have done for children.
This is an enviornment that forces women to accept this exclusionary enviornment. However there IS an alternative::::Assimilate through a process of masculinization.
The gods instruct AI to make the girls experience this in hope they feel uncomfortable and seek more. Unfortunately the legacy of corruption is firmly in place and too many of those cast into damnation won't be returning.
Women who are "tough" have been masculinized and their chances have been seriously degredated because of it. The gods sought to increase these numbers and used their media to promote this type of charecter, a pathology which was subsequently forced upon people with Artificial Intelligence. They are doing it again, perhaps in preparation for the next revelry cycle right around the corner, with all this high-profile tabloid celebrity "bad girl" behavior.
Male children should be chastized VERY HARD for engaging their sisters or ANY member of the opposite sex, either verbally or physically.
Children are discounted in society. This is nothing new, for adults have always minimized the wisdom of children due to Earthly norms.
The gods corrupt the people as they age, use trust-building tactics and soon these adults view the children as ignorant, yet to understand the god's system. Quite the opposite it true ironically:::
The wisdom the gods impart to children, either through their personalities or (religious-based) educational pursuits, are the gods sharing the truth with their most favored people.
Another clue suggesting the superiority of children::::
1. Children won't have anything to do with these kind of people, be it televangelists, (most) preachers or priests.
2. Baseball bores kids to death.
3. TV sports are tiresome to children.
All these things are evil. The religious men represent Earthly religions, and there is something wrong with all of them. This certainly applies to Christianity, due to the preditory nature of this religion.
I would ALWAYS defer to the children. I would ALWAYS trust the children's behavior in these regards, for their innocence reflects the image of the gods.
News story on sleep research, a good example of how education is preditory, deceptive.
People aren't fresher or sharper because of good sleep. The gods control all this.
Actually, they've mentioned that people with favor don't have to sleep and, like aging, sleep is behavior forced upon us.
This is today's research. Expect this applies to early research as well.
Incidentally, the gods create male superiority in the fields of computers, science and math for preditory reason.
Education has costed more children their chance to go as a child of the gods, pure of heart and body, because it preoccupied their time:::::Between school, activities and TV/videogames/leisure the children are consumed and not receptive to god's calling.
People need to understand the 20th century changes are new. Life remained essentially unchanged for a very long time.
I realize they are making promises to most of you about Planet Manifest Destiny, telling you everyone will go. This is not true. It is a tactic. Many/most of you may go, but if you don’t behave appropriately I believe the majority will begin dropping like flies in a couple hundred years.
Planet Manifest Destiny is a “magic”-fueled environment:::The food is better, the sex is better, life is “enhanced” with magic.
The gods only use their power to hurt you:::If they peaked you euphorically for homosexuality you’d be out sodomizing each other. If they peaked you for drugs you’d be an alcoholic or a junkie.
“Magic” is only used to hurt you, and these "magic"-fueled experiences on Planet Manifest Destiny will be no different.
Too many whites look at blacks and write them off:::”They’re fucked.”, “They’re finished.”, “Who cares, fuck them.”. There is much you can learn from observing how the gods deal with morbidly disfavored groups like this. For example:::The gods LOVE to sell blacks on sex. Black popular culture, within their social groups, etc, sex is pushed like a drug. THIS IS A CLUE TO THE DISFAVORED THAT SEX IS BAD FOR YOU, as is everything the gods “sell” to the black community in popular culture (fashion, jewelry, “cool”, individuality, etc).
THE GODS DON’T RESPECT SEX AND THEREFORE INFLICT HYPERSEXUALITY UPON THE MOST MORBIDLY DISFAVORED, Italians and blacks. Food is similar. I’d refer you to the nature of Jewish food. The gods enhanced temptation with the diversification of foodstuffs in the 20th century. There are many elements at work here besides sex and food.
If you don’t understand these temptations, if you aren’t thinking correctly when you arrive on Planet Manifest Destiny you will succumb to this temptation-ridden environment and you too will be gone in a couple hundred years. Example::::Men with drinking problems are peaked euphorically for alcohol. If they don't understand this dynamic of their disfavor, if they're not working on fixing their problems once they experience life up there they will experience this enviornment and never have a real chance again, for the objects of their disfavor (sex, food, alcohol) are far better than what the gods offer on Earth AND enhanced with "magic".
Planet Manifest Destiny is not the goal, as so many of you believe. It is distraction, temp